So this year has started quite stressfully and emotionally

I’ve never cried so hard on any New Year’s Day

But 01/01/2026 I’ve cried almost whole day like the world’s gonna end (well indeed the world is going to end one day anyways)

It’s actually the small things that added up:

1. Emotional negligence by close ones

2. Toothpaste fell into the toilet bowl

3. Failed to go to planned destination to see the scenery I wanted

Mmooooodddyyyyy for the whole day 🥲

My partner told me

“Don’t be so negative”

Ok, he meant it in a good intention

But I thought through my emotions, I accepted them

Why do we have to be positive all the time?

I think we are allowed to be sad

Life should be inclusive of all feelings: happiness, sadness, anger, empathy, frustration, appreciation, etc

Sometimes sadness and being able to express it through crying/shouting/sharing help us to feel and pour out our emotions so we could slowly recover and fill it with better emotions

I guess this is life

Various feelings, various decisions, various encounters

Sometimes there’s never right or wrong

Only lessons to be learnt, challenges to be conquered, journey to be discovered and experienced

We are allowed to be strong and weak at the same time

Why do we care so much on what other people think?

We take care of other people’s feelings, other people’s perspectives, how bout our own?

Take a break

Have a KitKat

Sorry I meant take a break, get ready for more what life could brings

Everything is temporary, you don’t own anything

No one owes you anything

But you owe yourself everything

Be yourself, love yourself, don’t lower standards, no high expectations

Follow the flow, go with what your heart takes you, but remember to bring your brain with you

Be present and don’t be too hard on ourselves

Hopefully I could do that

Another day has gone

I hope I could be happy again

就像雨过天晴

就会出现的彩虹🌈

I know I will

Like what time always does

Without knowingly

Being better each day 

I hope