The month of May is a beautiful month indeed 🍂

I have a nurse friend once said “we always taking care of other people at work and we don’t have time to care for ourselves”

And that hit me pretty hard

That’s right, maybe that’s why sometimes we feel drained after work 

It’s not that we don’t love our job, it’s just that we’re not taking care of ourselves much when working I guess

Which shows that self care and self loving is very vital for us to then provide love and care to the others and our loved ones💕

Hence the Tassie trip 🙈

May is such a wonderful month

It’s the month of Autumn in Melbourne with nice weather🍂 

Also the month of mathematical love

I’m glad to be born in May

At least I could live this once

And I hope I could make this once worth it with everyone I love and grateful for

Thank you for those who’ve came into my life and continued staying 

Thank you for  those who left

Thank you for those who poured love into my soul

I hope I could do the same

And I guess time could prove that

Everything will then be worthwhile

Secret code: 5/19·20，happy 521 🤍

我依旧·爱你，521 快乐🤍

 Hmmm I’ve decided to write something after stopping for a while~

Time flies!

And…

Christmas is around the corner!

Are you ready for it? 🤭

A few months back the Christmas I’ve imagined is so different from what it might be appear to be now…

The people I’m with, and the things that happened

I guess this is life

Full of unpredictable things

But I guess all happens for a reason

And I’m willing to live and do my best in this life ♥️

Ohhhhhhhh let’s share a bit of my christmasty presentsssss hehe ♥️ 

So, the full time pharmacy I’m working at has this secret Santa event, and I’ve got this from my KK 🎁🎅

It’s very thoughtful of her! My hair clip has broken a few months back and I do suffer from eczema especially on my hands and look what she’ve got me! She must’ve know me well hehe! Really appreciate it! My first ever Christmas gift from a secret Santa and it turned out to be super awesome! Love it! 💕

Oh, and the choco, totally need that for stress relieve! 🤭♥️

Also, got a Christmas card from a customer! First every personalized Christmas card 🥹♥️

 Apart from those miserable days

I’m glad to see rainbow 🌈 coming through after pouring rain 🌧️ 

Simple and short, but sweet and touches the heart ♥️ 

🌈 of the day: received my first ever chocolate from a customer appreciating my hard work 🥰🥹*happy tears*

This is so rare that I really think I should document this 😆

It makes me feel my hard work is paid off and motivates me to grow my passion in my career

Basically I’ve helped his mum to pack Webster packs, I’ve helped setting up the Websters and changing them when the medication regime has any changes. Just doing my job, not expecting any reward, glad to be helping people. But he surprised me with his appreciation on my hard work which even myself almost forget that I’m actually constantly helping people when I work, which is why I chose this job, to help people.

Not sure if anyone ever experience this autopilot mode where you keep doing your job and as time goes by you’ve forgotten why you’ve chose this path and everything seemed to be out of its place. You just keep working, working and working, the passion wears off and you’re living on like a zombie

Although yes I do need to work to feed myself and my parents ♥️ But also being able to look out for patients who are appreciative for my help to solve their problems is also the reason I chose this career (although sometimes I can’t even solve my own problems 😅)

I think everyone who works sincerely and doing their best deserve to be appreciated, regardless of occupation type

Recently having a few people telling me to live the life that makes myself happy, genuinely appreciate those advice and people being a part of my life ✨

My life ain’t perfect

And there are nights I’m thinking if this is the life I wanted

I guess, at least I am taking one step at a time, even though it is a bit slow, but I’m progressing towards the life I would want to be in

Well, not all days are good days

But at least they are good days in life, and I cherish those moments

After all, life is too short, so why fill it up with and magnify those miserable moments? Not worth it…

Cheers to awesome people and customers in my life! We all deserve to be happy and I hope we all can be happy in this life! ♥️

 Omg feeling a bit regret not going for the Japan trip my sister offered for May 2023 at the moment because don’t know if I’ll have this opportunity in the future and how long would it take for me to have this opportunity 😭

Because it’s a sixteen hours flight 🥲

Next topic..

Talked to one of my colleagues at the hospital, I guess we’re both belong to the similar age group and hence has quite similar opinions on relationships…

As I get older, I think it’s not that I don’t believe in love at first sight, it’s just that I think that a lot of relationships can be nurtured with time.

It’s more the companionship I would long for, rather than the sort of you die I die passionate kinda love hahaha if you know what I mean.

Thought it would be kinda fun to have a small conclusion here so when I look back I would be able to laugh at how childish I am in writing my blog 🤪

Life is short, cherish it! 

Ciaooo for now peepsss! ♥️

Egggggcited for the time to come in two more weeks! 🥰

 I’ve failed

Big fail

On purchasing Mayday’s concert ticket 😭

现在不时想起来心都会痛一次 很想哭😭

没有人会明白的…

也没有人会在意🙂

五月天这么闻名

这么多粉丝追捧

少我一个 演唱会还是会举行

我还是不能去

可能是太期待了吧

终于有机会了

可是居然又泡汤了😭

我不怪谁 不能怪谁 只能怪自己

太没缘分了

这个结局是完全在我预料之外

这么努力赚钱

其一是为了去他们的演唱会

钱都准备好了

时间也安排好了

怎么去也去计划好了

只差票了

就那一张票 那一张票！

没人会明白的😭

还在工作时间上线

老板人很好，还给我休息时间买票，知道很难等还建议我用公司电脑上线等票

It turns out the plot is quite interesting too! 

I like the ending how the main character just hope they’re happy now and not focusing/worrying/expecting too much about the future. Because nothing lasts forever, and the only constant in life is change (well that’s what I think) and therefore living in present and cherishing every moment now is what we can do, and what seemed to be important I guess. :)

Well that’s all for now, hopefully I’ll see you in the next update! Hopefully.

 Finally I can have some time for myself…

Tomorrow is Christmas Day! And I’m working 4pm-12am 🫠

Oh yaaaaaa! Recently 想见你 got movie version! I’m so anticipating this!

Hmmmm sooooooo I’ve resigned! 🙈 

I guess it’s time for me to explore the pharmacist field~

I’m actually very glad I’ve chosen pharmacist as my profession as it has various field for me to explore 🤭

I’m so excited for next year!

I’m the kind of person who is very stubborn ( tell me about Taurus people ha-ha)

Once I’ve make up my mind, this is it, I’ll go all the way for it, until I’ve succeeding in it.

So far I’ve never ever regretted in any decision I’ve made. 

When I’m in kindergarten, I decided to wear a pretty dress and take a photo and my aunty did that for me~

When I’m in primary school, I’ve spotted a purple shaker (it’s the name for mechanical pencil), and I’ve bought it, used it till almost when I graduated university ( unfortunately it died roughly few months before my graduation 😭) .

When I’m in secondary school, I’ve decided to participate maxis cyberkids for school and also fun ha-ha, and I did it 🤩

During my university years, I’ve decided to go to Australia for my second half of bachelor degree. I did doubt a bit and seek to see if any friends were going. But there’s not quite a definite answer as I’m quite a loner in uni years to be honest. Actually I’m quite a loner all these while, so I really really cherished people who befriend me. ♥️ Love for those friends who never left me ♥️ So I decided to go for it ( which in the end I realized quite a lot of unimates also went 😅 which it did hurt my feelings a bit because when I asked them no one really tell me if they’re going haha, or probably they haven’t really decided by then when I asked) Anyways, so here I am.

In my intern years, I decided to stay, and I’ve stayed.

Now, I’ve decided it’s time. I’ve been working so hard these years, but I think I should enjoy while working, because life is too short. And I think I’m worth it to have a dream in my life. Never regret resigning and progress further for my career. I’ve always believe if you work hard enough, it will get paid off. I hope I can keep this faith.

And… I’ve finally found a job that fit both my dream and life! Hospital pharmacist with appropriate pay. Love it!

Hope it will turn out to be a great pharmacist experience. I’ve always wanted to work in hospital since my uni years!

Don’t want to waste any moment of my life and I hope to keep it this way because life is just to short to regret 🥹

I just wanna work hard and travel hard and love hard 😂

So difficult…

Speaking about love, let me steal a quote from the movie version of 想见你：

愛的過程，​不負相遇。每一個人的相逢與交錯，都是命中注定。

So… sigh that one even I work hard also might not have result 😅

Gonna dye my hair purple soon. Ha-ha.

And I wanna travel to Europe thank you.

Oh ya, 2 minutes to Christmas!

Merry Christmas everyone!